terror

the diversity found in animal coronaviruses boggles the mind. the ease with with mutations occur reminds me of when i was a young boy looking over a fence in east hertford road, bryanston.

i vividly recall peering over a tall wooden fence.

with my feet resting precariously on the cross section of wood in the middle of the fence, my head could just see down the road.

a man was approaching.

not a normal man, but an oncoming storm of sheer disabling terror.

i could not move, deer in the headlights style.

the horror was so paralizing that i fell off my perch.

stumbling to my feet, trying to run, trying to get away, like a nightmare where you just cannot, just cannot, get away. except this was real life. real grass, real fence. real terror.

in the distance and on the road, the man looked like a cross. his arms extended horizontically over a thin and long stick of some sort. his face and features dark, scary and an air of dread following in his wake.

i have never again felt such fear, even when wounded in combat, shot at again and again. even when staring death in the face, dragging dead cold and lifeless bodies from rivers in the dark of night. staring at the whites of a truck drivers eyes in a near miss head on collision. the trauma and ptsd of living through the same explosive hell of this or that sometimes explosive and sometimes just plain traumatic event. difficult to get my references for the average joe. difficult to understand, difficult to comunicate the real terror felt by a young boy.

digress.

terror is just that. terror. not fear. not scared. just terror.

people in fairy castles are so funny.

take the guy or gal who thought to coin “terrorist”

he or she was an ignorant intellectual theorist with absolutely zero understanding of what the word terror means. a drive through, fries with that fake, empty and clueless intellectual.

if you understand the word “terror” you would know that it is not possible to add “ist” to the end of that.

it is simply not possible and serves to dilute the meaning of words.

word inflation. perpetuated by pseudo wishy washy intellectuals. supported by the fast majority of biologics whom are ignorant of their existence, their meaning, their purpose and unaware of themselves and where and what they even are.

even since B814 we knew of the destructive potential of animal coronaviruses. the destruction caused by replacing this recombination of that S gene and such a small combo and end rna can cause so much of a mess on the planet.

to truly understand how fragile we are. now that the realisation of the genomic chimera is dawning, exposed.

naked. the stages of fear.

eventually the realisation. the depth. the perspective. when you stand back to try to look at the piece of the puzzle whilst looking at the already assembled pieces.

the penny drops.

terror is a serious contender to be one of the all time top five words in the human language.

terror is what terror is.

as you stare at the sequence, deer in the headlights.

 

terror

 

 

oh, just on a footnote: if you are a handicapped person or someone who is ignorant and you use goooooogle to search for some of the words in this article, you must not also be lazy…. for example, if you are searching “B814” you will have to at least go to the second or third page of the search results to even get to the very basic gist.

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